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I don't know what this isI know this could've lastedI don't know what this is by Lostequine
If you had been raised differently
I hope that this experience,
being with me showed you;
There are good people in the world.
But when you constantly tread over their trust,
And wipe your feet all over their respect
Maybe it wasn't their fault you got mad
Maybe it was you.
I hope this makes you realize
That you're not mad at me.
You're angry with yourself
For never treating me
Like you know someone else could.
You're afraid to let me go,
I'm afraid to fall
You promised you'd be the one to catch me
But were you there at all?
I've forgotten youYou became a name to me.I've forgotten you by Lostequine
A string of letters put together into a worthless word,
Your breath no longer plagued my tongue
Your scent isn't hidden between the cracks in my bed sheets;
I've lost you completely now.
Washed away every hint that you were here,
I've thrown away every piece of you that there was
I never thought it'd feel so good to let go
But now I can't even remember what it felt like
To be curled into the crook of your arm,
Or holding your hand speeding down the highway,
Not worrying about all the cars we raced past.
I don't remember the four sugars you like in your coffee
Or how you like mustard on both sides of your sandwich.
I forgot that you always hated when I'd tease you during important meetings
Or how you would grin when you'd tease me on the apartment elevator.
I swear I thought I finally moved on from your kiss, your touch, your smell.
I thought I'd forgotten you completely
But I guess love doesn't die out so quickly.
I'm not happyI glimpsed reality for the first time todayI'm not happy by Lostequine
Over the snow on the tips of my eyelashes.
I saw the sickness in the cold;the sadness.
I never realized how broken the world is.
This planet is depleting it's tolerance for us
Humanity is holding onto the strings of love
Hoping that we will come back to its grasp.
Our breakup with existence, we refuse to acknowledge
This once was our honeymoon
The joyful thousands of years
But now it's all anyone can do
To hope for escape from this.
When did we lose our love?
When did we start hating our lives?
We are no longer decent.
There is no respect.
We are lost.
Mi princesaI have willed the sky to brightenMi princesa by Lostequine
For every sunshine smile that crosses
Your bow-string lips.
Your eyes set off fireworks in my chest
Exploding emotions through my core.
You ask me what I love of you hoping
My answer will be valiant and against
The code of my gender's arms.
But I'm afraid I will have to disappoint,
My dear, for you are worth more than
Any strings of words i could conjure
From the very depths of my existence.
Maybe in a future life I could create
Music like you do.
I could have ink flow through my veins
Instead of skateboard tricks and archery
I grew up destined to live my life on this
Ferris-wheel of disappointments
Looping around the repeat my every mistake
you stop this ride my love.
Your brilliance caused the gears in my spokes
To rust beneath the metal frames.
You've re-written my destiny
Just as you have, over time,
Re-written my view on love.
I wish to say all of what you make me feel
Inside of my cold, dull chest. But I can not
Fathom ever being as spectacular a